can you guys comment below and tell me what posts you would love to see?? xx

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I am very whimsical and I try to be as positive as possible at all times. But this summer has really kicked me in the butt. somethings and feelings, yoga and Pinterest cant fix. they cant give me friends, they cant fix schools and they decently cant get rid of depression.

I am genuinly such a happy and positive person that it feels so weird that im not.. happy and positive. I want to keep this page a real, and lighthearted space for people.  but I also want to be raw and real with myself, and sometimes the people who I know personally, dont get ou as much as wonderful internet strangers.

im posting this so that maybe some other girl out there, who is the brightest in the room, feels like the darkest on the inside.

 im not sure if I will ever find love, but I really hope that I will.

this is THE dress. Your wedding dress reflects You as a person. I honestly hope that someday when im a famous designer, I will have my own wedding dress line, as since as this line itself. this dress {specifically the first 2} "Cameo" bridal gown by the British design label Hollywood Dreams.

this is such a unique wedding dress. and as you know, I love whimsical and unique items. I usually see people with the same wedding dress, or something thats like "Oh thats pretty thats so cute" but never "ive NEVER seen a dress like this before, I dont care how much money it is, Im going to buy this."

THATS the vibe I need for my dress. And I cant wait to walk down my isle 

 

♡ little reasons to try yoga ♡
stretch, breathe, slow down, and give yourself a few quiet minutes.

this is my morning yoga routine. you is so good for your soul and since I started doing it every morning and night, I have felt so much more calm. I have also restored some of my flexibility and balance I used to have in gymnastics. 

♡ Benefits of Yoga

• Improves flexibility — Regular gentle stretching can help your joints and muscles move through a comfortable range of motion.
• Builds strength — Many yoga poses require you to support and control your body, which can build muscular strength.
• Improves balance — Standing poses can help you practice stability and coordination.
• Supports better posture — Yoga can strengthen and increase awareness of muscles involved in maintaining comfortable posture.
• Can help with stress — Slow movement and breathing exercises can be relaxing and may help you manage everyday stress.
• Encourages mindfulness — Yoga often involves paying attention to your breathing and how your body feels in the moment.
• Improves body awareness — It can help you notice tension, movement, and physical sensations more clearly.
• Can improve mobility — Gentle movement can help you maintain comfortable movement in everyday activities.
• May help you relax before bed — A calm, gentle routine can become part of a relaxing nighttime routine.
• Can be a fun way to move — Yoga doesn't have to feel like a strict workout. You can explore different styles and find movements you genuinely enjoy.
• Encourages slower breathing — Breathing practices can help you become more aware of your breath and create a calmer moment.
• Can improve coordination — Moving between poses requires you to coordinate different parts of your body.
• Gives you a moment to yourself — Even a short session can be a nice opportunity to step away from screens and everyday distractions.
• Can help you feel more connected to your body — Yoga encourages you to pay attention to how movements actually feel rather than focusing only on what they look like.

♡ I usually love summer. this summer was abnormally sad for me. ♡

but there's one time of year when im NEVER sad. and thats Christmas time. the music! the decorations! the warm fuzzy feeling. baking gingerbread cookies and watching home alone. warm fuzzy socks with a nice knit blanket

im missing that right now.

whats your favorite Holliday? xx

 

♡ me if anyone cares lol ♡

let me explain everything on my personal mood board

firstly, I am in love with billie eilish. Not in the way most fans are. but because she genuinely saved my life. and I feel like basically every one of her sons just resinates with me so deeply. there was a time in my life where I had nobody, and the only thing I had was her music. and ever to this day when I still struggle, I can always turn to her music

next we have Calrio. honestly shes just such an inspiration. in like 2019 or 2020, I had flaming hot Cheetos on blast for days on end. and I love how far her music has come and that she's getting so much recondition. she's honestly my dream concert {ive already seen billie in 2024 !!} honestly her music is so relaxin and whimsical. 

next is MATCHAAA. Honestly Ik Matcha is a micro trend right now. But I. dont. care. ive loved matcha for YEARS and I literally just discovered that If you put matcha powder in your ice cream, it's literally matcha ice cream. how cool is that??

secondly is the music notes. I love music as you can tell. music resinates with me so deeply, as I think it does for a lot of people. but I think being able to really FEEL music and LISTEN and SEE it, is really a gift that im glad I have.

Honestly the other pics are just for decoration but they also resonate with me in some way. <33

whats your favorite music artist??

♡ when I was younger, I don't think I realized how whimsical I really was. I raised butterflies. from catipiller to butterfly, then id release them. I would also keep snails and ladybugs as pets for a day and then let them be free. I would pretend pill bugs were my friends and name them. ♡

I would wear pink CONSTANTLY. if you cant tell by my page, pink is my favorite color and always has been.

I wore pink skirts and princess tiaras and hats, and I had two imaginary unicorn friends named unicorn and sparkle and crystal. the park id go to, there were 4 swings exactly. and the time of morning id go, no kids old enough to ride the swings would be there. so there was a swing for me and all 3 of my friends. somewhere along the line they faded away from my memory. I don't even know what they looked like anymore. but at the time, they were so special to me.

I think my imagination has gone from being friendless to the point to where every little thing became my friend, like the ladybugs and pill bugs, to imagining who my future boyfriend will be at night. 

whats something whimsical you did when you were younger? xx

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This has to be my favorite runway collection to date. I dont know why it seems like Fall collections always have the best pieces.

The amount of creativity that goes into fashion and to create pieces like this, is honestly something that not everyone can do. I think once you learn the art of fashion, you see it everywhere

what I specifically like about this line, is the fabric colors and patters that were used, and the layering.

In the first and last piece, I think the slanted/tilted look, is something that not a lot of pieces can pull off. if the third peice had a slanted bottom, it wouldnt have given it the amount of delay that we see in it.

Also can we talk about the 3rd outfit on its own??? I literally saw a jacked that almost looked exactly like that, minus the dress, when I was in a mall last week, and it when I saw It, I immediately thought of this specific Zimmermann piece. You guys already know (if you follow my tiktokt) that Im a sucker for lace. I LOVE LACE. And the lace at the bottom pop this dress literally brings the whole thing together. You have to know when a piece is missing something or if adding something would be too much, and zimmermmann always knows when to add something. These girls are so talented with everything they create and they always come out with a bangerrrr.

Anyways who is your favorite designer? xx

 

just in case you were wondering...xx

♡ Words cannot express how much I LOVE this dress ♡

This is a Dior fall 2007 haute couture. The way that the layering flows together really is just so unique yet chic at the same time. one of the main reasons I love Chistian Dior is because, like everyone says, you can feel an appreciation for femininity. And through all of his designs you can clearly see that. Not only that, the elegance of all of his outfits, the color, the way the fabrics flow and work together, genuinely make it into art.

Also can we PLEASe talk about her head piece? I think it's so intentional to notice when an outfit is over decorated or not decorated enough. Without the headpiece, I think the look would feel slightly unfinished because so much of the visual weight is concentrated in the dress itself. Idk im just loving Dior lately, especially the Fall 2007 line. 

growing up being called white washed.

if your not black, this post wont resinate with you personally, but I think its something EVERYONE should read and understand

I grew up in an all black neighborhood, but went to school with rich white kids. All my friends (besides one) growing up, were white. I didnt mind. I love who I love, regardless of their color.

As a kid I didnt really notice the color of my friends, until high school. My freshman year, was the first year I got called with washed. publicly on instagram notes by this one black kid in my class. we hadn't even really spoken so I was confused on why he was commenting on my behavior

"(my name) is the whitest black girl ever." His note said. I just stared at it for a while. Not really knowing what I should say. The next day I decided to confront him in school. "say it to my face." I demanded him. He said no and was clearly very nervous.

Secondly, lots of the black kids would ask me stupid questions like, "say the n word" or "can I have the pass (coming from white kids" or "do yk who Malcom X and Rosa Parks are? what did they do then?" or "you dont like coolaid? your not really black then."

for my entire high school years, ive tried to prove to others that I am in fact black enough. the only thing that makes me black is my skin, and that should be enough. recently one of my friends who is also black, sent me a TikTok (on my personal account) talking about "that one whitewashed black girl."

Im about to be a senior now, and honestly the whole 'white washed" accusations are getting old. especially because I LOVE being black and I wouldnt trade it for anything else in the world

So I said "what makes me white washed exactly?" I was thinking It was going to be the usual "well you dont dress like your black." or "the way you talk, it's so mature and soft spoken" or even "your a goodie two shoes." but instead, he said "because like all your friends are white." 

While hes not wrong, nobody understands the reasoning behind why I dont have a whole bunch of black friends

they don't like the fact that I dont fit into what they think a stereotypical black girl should look like. such as the things I named above like the way I dress, speak and act. now I never thought of the way I "act" to be "white". I just am who I am.

I wont name how many black friends I do have, BUT it's not 0. I actually have quite a few. but the real fact is I dont have that many friends in general so there's not much I can do about that

so I asked him what about me having white friends makes me white washed? wasnt he my friend? just because I dont post with my black friends or hang with them as regularly as my white friends, doesn't mean im white washed. and honestly, he had no response for that.

the problem with the black community, is we are setting ourselves back. we dont need to, as black people, fall into some type of category to prove our blackness. there is a such thing as being uncultured, and thats not who I am.

anyways sorry I just needed to rant for a bit xoxo

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I remember being 10 in 2019. the pandemic had just hit and the only electronic I had was my school computer. I came across a Pinterest add on YouTube, and was instantly intrigued. this is where my addiction began. 

I was instantly obsessed. I could look for any and everything and put everything together, specifically catered to me. how had I not been aware of this?

I instantly started creating boards based on my current interests as one does. "how to glow up tips" "baddie comebacks" "cowering shein buys" "flexibility tricks". All the classic 2019 interests. 

Looking back at my old Pinterest account, it was something...for sure. Im honestly ashamed to admit that I used this account (including my main one) until 8th grade. (im secretly a nerd and had an addiction to talking in a British accent, loved bugs and weird YouTubers and ive seen stranger things 100 times in counting.)

anyways long story short this is my Pinterest currently...just a sneak peak ♡

♡ tell me if your interested in seeing anymore of my boards ♡

When did you guys join Pinterest? xx